My Addiction_(0)

Auteur : Jax_Teller

Genre : Poem

Thèmes : Non-Erotic

Note : 60.90% | Lectures : 11265 | Date : 2016-01-19

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Introduction

it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved IS BULL SHIT

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My Addiction

She was outgoing and as beautiful as any around

I wasn't there to find anyone let alone a relationship

They told me she was the dirty rag they passed around the club

They told me she wasn't worthy, they really didn't know I wasn't worthy

I saw the spirit of the Woman in front of me & my addiction took full effect

Once she sat in front of me, my fate was sealed I couldn't live without her.

I stepped outside myself and I fell in the deep dark recesses of her

Within hours of knowing her I was prepared to kill for her literally

She asked so little and deserved so much more than she could hope for

I felt her very core the good and the bad and saw our future

It took all the patience I didn't even realize I had, but I wasn't sad anymore

I knew the others were not seeing her soul but the the survivor exterior

They labeled her a whore and dismissed the beauty that was inside.

From the second I knew her I could never be without her again

The addiction of her, has almost killed me. Too much of a good thing.

My soul aches for her but she has no room for me now.

I hurt her and broke the ties that bound us together

I didn't mean to, but I did and now it consumes me.

In knowing I murdered our Love I have a hard time living

The pain of my addiction cuts deep into my soul

The most precious flower that I was graced with is now a withered bud

The thorns cut into the flesh of my being sharper than any sword

Life without her love is unbearable yet because I broke our Love I must endure

I must live with her, knowing it will never be the same

Our Love was so great that the shadow burns my eyes as the tears flow

Now I must live on, I just don't know how. And for right now I don't want to

I just want the pain of my addiction to go away, maybe some day

I long for the warmth and beauty, and light, but I can't even dream

For the addiction will kill me.



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